Hi, I was born in the year of the dragon and feel fortunate to be born in such a strong & positive year although ever since my earliest memories my life does not resemble any of the characteristics of my chinese zodiac or that of my birthdate zodiac being a capricorn. I have many struggles with life feeling almost cursed at times... Could this be the case? I have gone from a energetic trying to stay positive under all circumstances person to no more than a deflated shell of woman... Any insight would be recieved with gratitude, thankyou.