I am a female born on 26 March 1983 in India and my husband on 28 October 1975 in Albania.

we have child together born 31 October 2011 in London. We have been together for 6 years and got married recently on 26 May 2016.My problem is with my husband, I couldn't able to understand him. Before he was betting and losing himself and once our child grown up he stopped and next he spent too much time with his friends and never bothered about us, he start taking alcohol now which he should not do it. He and Me fight so much our love became less. But I know he busy with work and get tired but after work he go spend with friends and not with his own family. He love his son so much but now my son always says me , mummy daddy going to come home , I explained this matter to him so much, but he says always I am spending the time him . He never admit he is wrong , he always say I am wrong , it hurts me so much. My husband family loves me so much and my family too. But nobody knows about him , he changed lot, it scares me now. Now everyone telling me to go for second child but how can I go when he doesn't care for me and love me. Nobody knows what trouble I am going through. No help nothing. I am staying alive for my child otherwise I don't want to live in this life anymore. I am fed up with my life. I tell lies to both side family that I am happy bcoz I don't want to get upset. I am trying to make this relationship work out but from his side I don't think soo. Some times when he say he loves me , I don't feel anymore he has that love for me. But still managing. Please help