Asked by Deborah from United States | Jul. 07, 2016 22:32
About:Year of the Horse
I am a Horse and this year has been very trying for me. I was born 6/28/54 at 12 noon.
I love people but find many of them use me and never consider my feelings. This so depressing that I've seen myself withdrawing from others, afraid of being hurt. I try to offer hope and love to all that I encounter, which does wonderful things for my spirit, to see people smile.
I am a writer and artist, but even these things no longer offer me pleasure, because I don't do them any more...which makes me more unhappy. I feel as though I've lost hope in humanity.
What should I do? Meditation, prayer, music and art which helped me in the past to stay focused on being happy, patient and loving now seem dim.