In 2016 I couldn't nail a job at the last moment and the job was towards my first step to my dream.

Hi! I am Shashi born on 1st may 1992. It was started as an hobbie frist of all for me and I gone into it more. But the thing I realised is that I can't get it overnight and there need few steps to get there. While the job a couldn't nailed was the first step to it. So when do I pursue the job and my dream as am feeling insecure right now.