28 July 1988 born 1255AM Singapore

I would like to have some guidance and answers in my life, can someone please help me understand more about my chinese horoscope from my date of birth? I feel like i'm constantly doubting myself and i lose motivation in many areas of my life (Family, work, social). How can i change the way i look at it? I've tried moving countries, it doesn't bring me the answers I look for either. Often, i feel i lead different lives. Recently, i've been dreaming a lot too.