Should I change the direction of my life or am I heading a good way?
I mean, in all areas. I had huge disappointments in the last few years, esp. from my original family (my younger brother and older sister took my part of heritage(legal jink) and my mother seems not to care at all, I loved them very much but now I think I was always of no importance for them), my husband, who left us with my small daughter simply because he didn´t want any responsability. I think I was just completely blind. After the maternity leave I lost my job as the industry went down and the firm was not assuming back from maternity leaves. I am trying to teach languages (thus work on myself) but I´m not sure I am good at it and the money is so little and irregular to bring up a child. Now the doctor told me I should have an operation on my heart. It is going on for 4-5 years now, I was quite fine at the beginning, fighting, but I am getting really tired. I wish at least the job would go fine so that I can secure my daughter. I was born on 9th May 1977. Thank you.
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