Will our marriage ended after almost 5 years of marriage?

I am a female, DOB is August 1st , 1977, born at 8:30 am. I am having a problem in my marriage. We are temporary separated but still living together in a meantime until I find place to move out. Will we possibility getting a divorce and our marriage really ended? My spouse DOB is Dec 4th, 1985 (please, keep in mind that my spouse is a young Ox, not older Ox) Why all a suddenly, he's changed 90 degree cold hearted after he got back from vacation trip on 03/06/2015? Have he ever and/or do love me or it was just a joke all this time? Will I ever find true love? Someone who really care & love me with all his heart or I'll be a widow for life?