I Would Like To Know If I Have Been Wasting 20 Years Of My Life On A Doomed Relationship

I Am Female Born September 24, 1962. Year Of The Tiger. He Was Born June 4, 1969 Year Of The Rooster. I Have Been In Love With This Man For Years - Once We Made It Official It Has Been Very Difficult For Us To Get Along. We Fight Constantly. I Don't Trust Him. I Wanted To Be With Him For Years... Now That We Are Together I Am Concerned We Might Be Making A Horrible Mistake. Do We Have A Future Together?