12/3/64 picean lady, would like to know end of 2012 Chinese holds for me and 2013 y health, job life

I thought this year of the Dragon was to be a good one for me, but it has been nothing but challenges and misfortune along with very poor health and hardship. I started a new path that I have placed on hold due to the years events and my friends have silently abandoned me..I am sure that they have done so because I am always in poor health. I keep a good attitude and keep moving forward I know the tide will turn and put on a happy face and hide any problems.. most of the time, every now and then I talk the odd friend but mostly keep the problems to myself. I have only opened up fully to two people and one of them was my sister, the other a close friend but she has avoided me since.