My date of birth 05.02.1979 and in the morning (i dont know exactly)

Serine,
Since you don’t know exactly the hour and minute when you were born: we cannot see your 9th House that also represents foreign countries. If this house was afflicted, or had an afflicted malefic planet in it, then it is advisable for you not to go to foreign countries. It is no shame if one’s business fails, as more than half of businesses fail in leas than 6 years from opening. First of all, you should fix your psychological problem, because you cannot function normally under pressure. Calm down and try to find a job as an employee. With it, you could survive until you stabilize your issues, which concern you. You will have a good chance in September 2017 to find a suitable job. Don’t delve on broken relationships and on things you cannot do anything about. You will successful overcome this life crisis you are now in. Move to a new place, far from where you live now. Good luck to you.