I was born march 15, 1988 at 1:15am. I feel like the light I used to have is gone.

Jenn,
You feel that way because transiting Saturn has just hit your Ascendant. It brings seriousness to your life. As Jupiter transits through your 10th House of Career, you will have luck in finding a better paid job. Mars transits right now through your 2nd House of Money, making holes into your pockets, but also it makes you more ambitious to make money. Next year your love life will suffer a hit, while your career will be ascending. You will be wealthy when you will be old. Good luck.