Will I ever find true love or not? Will I be successful or not?

Tee, you need to make your mind immediately. If you think your relationship won't work, then you should pull out immediately. Do not waste your and his time. The earlier you break up, the faster you find your true love. So does he. As for your studying and working, I think you shouldn't give it up easily. Everyone has his/her ups and downs. Please keep up. You will get through successfully and start a new life.