What must I do for a lost love?

in 2012 I met a rooster and we fell in love quite quickly, i have a hard past and an abusive present, when i met him i was seeing 2 other men. But i left them for him, last year he broke up with me claiming his feelings for me were gone amd would never come back. 2 months before that he became quite aloof. I do really love him, im a pig.