

My boyfriend is a Sheep and I am a horse. His DOB is 9/9/91 and mine is 10/8/90 -
We're currently on a break.. since we've been long distance for a long time and he said the distance is getting to him. It truly breaks my heart and we've been more distant lately.. he rarely texts me or anything much. Except sometimes he'll text me late at night and he'll tell me how much he misses me or something or another. He's been drinking a lot lately and going out all night and says he isn't happy with himself and if he isn't happy with himself he can't make me happy. We've technically been separated for 4 months now. But I visited him for his birthday two weeks ago. Will things get better ? I'm at a loss. I'm not sure what to do.. I don't want to keep pushing him for us to work things out and in turn push him farther. I'm afraid of loosing him but he always says I haven't lost him.. but he doesn't know what will happen. He always says "I don't even know what will happen an hour from now" and wants to 'maybe' work on things if we live closer.. but I just don't know. I feel like I've lost him. And he's everything to me.