Friend a sheep (Oct.31st.1955) and me (March.26th.57)

Why am I hesitating to go full on with being with this sheep?I still feel like there is a person out there maybe an ox or a dragon out there for me. My friend the sheep is a nice person and yet I don't feel I could live with him as a love partner.He seems ok to be with every now and then. Why do I feel that way..I think Roosters are bonkers anyway!lol