True connection for Friendship & Relationship

Hi there. My date of birth is 5th of Feb 1988. I'm fire Aquarius Rabbit woman who have disabilities. My mother date of birth is 19th of August 1958 and she's Dog Leo woman. But - idont know much about my biological father.

I met 2 x different men for my love interest and it's complicable for me.

First man is an hearing businessman fate of birth is 17th of Jan 1981 and his zodiac is an metal Capricorn Monkey man unfortunately he left me for another woman in 2020 to present this year Without explanation. It broken my trust for betrayed me to lead me to grudge against hearing men at this stage.

Then, I met an different man who is an deaf honorable respectful and gentleman who have full time job & have an child from his past. His date of birth is 2nd if August 1981 and his zodiac sign is an metal Leo Rooster. My connect with this man is very strong and he always there for me by my side through up and down in roller coaster ride journey for friendship at this stage since I met him through social media on 1st of May 2021 to present this year for positive guidance. And I do like him alot, But, I'm still unsure about my heart etc - I do enjoy his companion. Yes I do trust him the most.

Will I able to fall in love with this second man to step forward to closest Friendship then step forward into solid relationship to settle down for marriage & create family etc for positive guidance?

If not - Will there another man to come along into my life to win my heart etc for positive guidance? Thank you. I appreciate your support. Look forward to hear from you soon. Stay safe. Have a lovely week