Will I have my chance at love? Will I overcome my health issues?

I’m a female Scorpio monkey, birthday 11/15/1980. I’ve never been married, and ever since I was a little girl love is all I’ve ever wanted. True, unconditional love from a partner. My ex was a cancer rat and changed my world for the better. I never was completely satisfied because I wanted more. Now I look back and think that was my soulmate and I threw it alway because it wasn’t perfect. My health is crap, and I feel like loneliness and alone is my future. I stay hopeful and try to stay positive but I feel like it’s realistically not n my deck. Incite?