Relationship/family problems- wrong choices

Hi I'm a dragon born in August 14th 2000
I have been having problems with my family (divorced parents)- difficult to please them
Struggle to find a place for myself and also find a good job .
I struggle to make the right decisions
I am torn between two guys
One born in September 17th 1997 - an ox (loved by my dad)
One born in June 23rd 1995 - a pig
I really want to make the right decision as I want a stable happy successful life with the right person to have a loving family that I never had and always dreamed of. I can't wait to start my life and have my own happy family and own house.I think I have strong feelings for both guys and don't want to make the wrong decision as I'm too scared to have regrets and don't have the life that I want. They both are different with good and bad qualities . I just want to make the right choice and be happy.
I really want to know if I will have a happy stable successful life with a happy family and when?
What choice should I make ( whom should I choose - right choice for me or should I stay alone )
When will I have my own house?
Will I marry one of them and when?
Or is it better for me to live alone without them or any one else
I want to work for myself create a business will be able to do so?
Really need to make a quick decision to avoid more problems
Really need help.
Thanks