Water pig

Love 2020
I’m married for five years and met someone else who is also married in Oct 2019
It developed into an affair this year. It has caused a lot of pain for everyone.
But we both fell in love strongly for each other and now I don’t know what to do.
There were many coincidences signaling red string but I still love my wife but do have romantic feelings for her. The love we have is family feelings.