
Will I get back to my career and stable earnings in 2019?
Last year 2018, I had a totally 3 crazy unstable jobs. 2 sounded like a scam with cunning people so I left. Last one was recommended by a senior but internal conflict always disturb by an emotional unstable superior then I was totally devastated of my Bad Luck after leaving my 6 years of stable job and regretted it. But i wish to go back but at that time i decided not to waste time after 3 wrong jobs and head to study Master full time now Im worried i do some tuition earning but I left 1 year to finish my Master in 2019. Next year I am 35 or 36 in Chinese calendar. I feel my golden opportunity as a female might be out. Nobody would want to hire me back in the carwer market. Im really worried plus my relationship long distance relationship on rocks saddened me a lot. My spouse age 35 a Dog cut off my connection and rarely text me from US and seem to have interest on a the nephew's friend on social media. I really feel if 2019 year is for me. Tell me what to do and can I even make it on my career at all?