female monkey 11/23/1992

Hey so I moved from Mexico to NYC this past january, Im having the worst moments of my life and oh and I just read the 2019 monkey predictions and apparently it'll get worse! I cant get a job I've been 2months without a job. No money no nothing Im about ton get evicted, Will it get better? Will I get a job (when)?, Im not eating since I have no money, Im just not myself