Im female earth rooster, dob:7/23/69, married to male, dog, dob:9/28/70

Hi, I'm afraid this may not be the right timing to buy the house. From your words, your financial condition may not be good to afford the house. Maybe buying a house now will bring more pressure on you. Once you have some savings, you can then think about buying the house.
It is suggested you find out how severe money issues of your company are and then make your choice of leaving or staying.