Will I be able to find love with another?

I am a Snake (January 30, 1954) & my Husband was an Ox (August 11, 1961) We were a "Perfect Match 90%" Then my darling Husband, the love of my life, passed away very suddenly. So unexpectedly ... he wasn't I'll & stayed in good shape. It has been 4 years now & I can't envision myself with any other man. Will I ever be able to find love with another or will I spend the rest of my life lonely & alone? Please share your thoughts . I'm so tired of crying. I have such beautiful memories of the past but will I have any happiness in my future?