Crappy year? 23/11/92

Generally speaking i've been having a pretty crappy year, health-wise everything is going alright (and I am grateful for that). These past months I've been having issues with relatives over disagreements and now there's a distance between each other, can't find a job and overall im not sad nor depressed just disappointed thus I no longer find any desire in doing the things I love the most. I know being a monkey year I should be preparing myself for these coming years and bring good luck to my life but I really dont have the spirit to do so. Will it change eventually?