Masters, Work, Love

I got a new job by the end of last year, and am not sure if my contract will be renewed during this year or not?. Also ... during the end of last year my bf left me, I am a goat-Lio (July-28-1991) and he is a horse (January-18-1991), so I really love him yet during the previous two years my relationship wasn't good since I lied about my past love history because I was ashamed to share it .. and so he doesn't trust me and nor trust that I love him, he said that he wanna be married to a girl that he loves and she loves him back ... also he believes that I was playing with him .. me and my family .. because my mom was rude to him ... and so his pride got destroyed because of this and also at the beginning when I knew him I was rude to him too .. but at that time i wasn't a good person and also I was loving someone else other than him ... also he thinks that I want him as a "cover" for my past love history .. and so its a need and not a love form my side ..
Also, I would like to apply for my masters this year .. and yet I am not sure which topic should I apply for, and I am not sure if this year is a good year to apply for my masters or not ..