Hi, I feel so demotivated with my activity after difficult years, what to do?
I was born on 8 Feb. 1968 at 1:25 am, Wu Monkey. I had lots of social challenges in my life, was never supported by my parents, but managed to be always rather strong, gain high education and lead a very interesting life, with many experiences and encounters. My life is now focused on the spiritual for the last 18 years and has been fulfilling at that level. These days, I have a book writing to complete but feel completely demotivated by my constant social struggles --or maybe it's mostly some emotional weakness, an assertiveness problem? I had lately a real social crisis and very poor health but it's better now, receovery started in 2014. I don't understand where the main problem is in my life, and what to do to move on. It's like I had to much stress, but the stress had gone, but I am still so demotivated. Can you please help and suggest the right way to go?