I am a rat and I met a man, he is a pig.

Both spiritual but looks like since we are dating he is healing me a lot and want me to find myself more and more. I am an artist as he is. I am facing a hard time with him as I don't enjoy being around him, feeling he is not in love with me but with the fact of changing me.
We are going to new zealand in 1 month time for some holidays and work with crystals.

It seams our relation is new and we are already facing hard time, so .... I am hesitating to leave him even so I find he is such a great man and love the way he is.

Thank you