I am a female Dragon born on February 5th 1989. will i ever get married? when will i get a good job?

I've been into several failed relationship...i don't have a good job.. My life sucks, My parents are disgusted with me..year ago I met a boy born on 25th march 1986.. Fall in love with him..but he's not at all interested in marriage. May be he's not the one.. Again I fall for a wrong guy.
I am working as a journalist. They do not pay me well. I've tried other companies several times. I left no stone unturned but still back with empty hands..
Help me, I am extremely disappointed with my life... I am suffering from depression..