reaching and finding goals

Last yr,Dec i lost custody of my two beautiful boys, hunter 11 and storm,13. I have steps to go threw, with docs, to obtain their approval. Their father is deceased, I'm prepared to do what they ask, but ittentativally for 2yrs. I'm expeianceing feelings of the empty nest,I'm only 44, an question if I'll ever meet someone, as good as their father. This yr has to b better than last yr. I miss my boys an feel empty an lost,even with a path in front of me.mm