Dragon Female 88 and Ox Male 85. I am in love with him

but he gets a lot of female attentions elsewhere. I am only seeing him but we have spent a lot of time together to know that I am definitely in love with him. He is an amazing man in my eyes. Passionate mentally and sexually. But he is so good to be true and I want him to be just mine. But I know if I do this, he will lose the charisma that had led me to like him in the first place. We haven't yet argue because we both pick our battles.
I am an independent hardworking Artist/Actress/Publicist, he is a lawyer/journalist/musician... so you can see the ego might be on the way.

I love him and I haven't said anything to him yet because he is still in touch with his ex, this stops me from opening up to him completely.

Shout out!