Will I ever find my soul mate?

Have been married to a Tiger male (19/9/62)and I am a female rabbit(30/7/63) didn't get on as I felt very unappreciated by him and was always on second base in our relationship. We had 2 beautiful children and that was about the best thing that came out of our relationship of 6yrs. He has re-married but is more respectful now of me than when we were married. I have weird dreams sometimes of us being a family again but deep down I feel this will never work as he has hurt me in the past. What do you make of it.