what is my lucky number, career? born 19 dec 1978

Im thinking of how I can gain control of my life from a bad turn this year when this year is meant to be the year of the horse.
I was my number and career but have different feelings. I would like to know from someone who can actually work out the chinese method - lunar year + bday + name ( Jonathan Tokitahi Croft Naera ).

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