11/27/1978 Born in the year of the horse

I do not know where to start I think I have hit bottom now. These last years have been a complete struggle, death, homelessness, financially depleted, bad relationships, job loss, etc... I just cannot seem to catch a break. The only thing that has really been achieved is that I finally completed all my schooling and now have my doctorate, but I feel so tired of all the struggle when I have only been good to people and positive. I really need a change. I have never written in a forum like this before, but I am sending it out to the void...