Most likely how does the other party feel?
This question isn't about a relationship of lovers but more of friends…well currently enemies.I'm a snake and my other party is a dragon.Last year we had a fight involving another person.We all three hung out Until I said my honest feeling about how I felt like a third wheel and said I did an experiment to see if they would notice I was more distant for a day.I said all that but she didn't say anything. The next day at school both of them ganged up on me.A lot of dramatic stuff happened but the reason she claimed to be mad is "who experiments on their friends!"Ignoring what I had said about being a third wheel.And when we did talk about that they insisted I was blaming them.This happened last year and at that time I threw away my pride to try and save our friendship and I hated how she always expected me to come to her.They didn't accept my apology and I'm glad because I shouldn't have done something so pathetic but I really valued having her as my friend.I'm battling depression and suicide so she became my light but now she's gone.She was the first person I opened up to but she acted like she never heard it.Now i have good friends but I'm scared.I may love the very person I should hate.We exchange small words like bless you or excuse me but that's it.We also live in the same neighborhood.I find myself staring her way wondering how she thinks of me.BUT I will not be the one to confront her this time.She's stubborn and always insist its the other parties fault.But how does she feel about me.Will she ever take the step to confront me or will she keep her distance.I'm not expecting to be lovers or anything considering were both girls and she has a crush but how does she feel towards me and will we ever be on good terms again.Usually I don't go to these sites but I'm so out of it.I am An ugly tomboy who has no special talents do why we're we friends anyway.Please help I'm not sure if I love her considering I've never loved someone before but I want to talk to her again
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