I was born on march 21, year of the rat, i am widow, i have three children. How about my family life in the future.

I have an ex-boyfriend were live in for almost three year we're seperated because of many conflict, now he has a new girl friend but we are still friend and have communication but i'm still a feeling of him, he is male rooster, some of my friends told that he is also a feeling for me but deep inside i dont want be together with him because of many reasons...he is a playboy, i can be choose together with family either of him. Please give some advice. Thanks.