Answered by Amanda from United States | Feb. 28, 2013 00:03
Hey friend. Im a sag snake as well. 12/1989. Ive been falling short as well. I haven't had any luck finding my dreams and the offers seem too unreal, and one good money paying gig i have comin up seems to have to many personal strings attached. Its not just a job as a,manager for a bar. The boss is overbearing about getting ahold of me. I know this step is needed, and im just going to have to live with the fact that everything has a price. Even my dream lover vision is now a gaurded journey settling for a capricorn pig/rat just cause i know even if he does mess around he will never leave me. hes a faithful in that sense n im wliling to put up with that bc time is running out for me n i want to have kids before my uterus is taken out. The price i have to pay. but he is a good father , i know he will be. And sometimes life is just killing time. When your too smart for your own good. You see,life as routine. Look at it as,a blank canvas and paint your scenery. NEVER EVER GIVE UP. Believe in yourself. You are worth it and so I am. Get what we want out of,life and stop tryna please everyone else, its impossible, and exhausting. THEY sure dont care. The good ones u know, but u dont notice. The bad ones u fall for n hopes it changes but it doesn't. and all that is too much to think about. when u could be thinking of traveling. And building ur new life, it will come. Hope that helps. I gave my baby up for adoption 3 yeara ago and I have a destructive childhood. Ive been depressed and I am now. 23 years old reaxy to come out of that depression. I spent my time hrelaxing n getting away and over things. I can finally smile and feel it. there is hope yet still if your heart is good intentions. Life is fun , in the trees, if yiu take a look. Its waiting for youTo move.
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